寻找卡利普索 The Search For Calypso

晖长石号某位乘客留下的目的地清单。 A checklist of destinations left by a passenger of the Radiant Feldspar.

就快要结束了，我的临终一瞬……将会跨越所有的时刻。

The end is near. My dying moment... shall eclipse all other moments.

只有在死亡当中，我们才不是异乡人。

Only in death will we no longer be viewed as outsiders.

黎明的时刻

Moment of Daybreak

这倒是很有趣，按照匹诺康尼的构成来看，我距离死亡仍然很遥远，但这的确将会是我最后一次看到日出了。

This is quite interesting. According to the structure of Penacony, while I'm still very far from death, this is indeed the last time that I'll be able to see the sunrise.

那，我会把自己的「进取心」剥离下来，彻底埋藏在这个时刻。

Therefore, I shall strip myself of "motivation" and thoroughly bury it in this Moment.

这份进取心曾帮我在故乡挣得一座小小的庭院——它在被风沙彻底掩埋之前，为许多人留下过美好的记忆，他们坐在草坪上，蘸着奶油来吃草莓……

Motivation was what helped me to earn a small courtyard in my hometown. Before it was completely covered by the sandstorm, the courtyard had once created wonderful memories for many people, as they sat on the lawn and ate strawberries dipped in cream...

备注：从我自身剥离下来的意识，在坠落时竟成为了一株卡利普索，匹诺康尼真是一个奇妙的地方。又或者说……是因为我对这种花印象深刻？

Note: The consciousness that had been stripped from me actually turned into a calypso as it fell... What a remarkable place Penacony is. Or perhaps... is it because such flowers have left a deep impression on me?

少年时，我的确常常在散步时三心二意地寻找着路上的卡利普索。考虑到它的「花语」，或许和我这趟旅程「真正的目的」倒是非常相宜。

When I was but a youth, I would frequently search for calypsos absentmindedly as I strolled. Thinking of their floriography, perhaps these flowers complement the "true purpose" of this journey extremely well.

烫金的时刻

Gilded Hour

多么繁忙的地方啊，围绕着轮盘建造城市的人，甚至没有闲下来的时间，来将自己的灵魂交给魔鬼。

What a busy place. These people who constructed an entire city around a wheel and don't even have time to relax, having traded their souls to the devil.

嗯，为了和他们相称，我就把自己的「逻辑」剥离下来，彻底埋藏在这个时刻吧。

Ahh, in order to fit in with them, I shall strip myself of "logic" and thoroughly bury it in this Moment.

我曾用这份逻辑思索星夜，虽然一无所得，但我至少那样做过。

I once used this logic to ponder the mysteries of the starry night. Even though my reflections did not yield results, at least I can say that I've tried.

没想到这一切的确行得通。虽说和那些狂热的粉丝所采取的行动完全不同，我不是要在梦境中创造一个存在，而是要将我自身洒遍梦境，但……竟然可以这么顺利？

I can't believe everything that I'm doing is actually feasible... Although my actions are completely different from those taken by the manic fans. I do not wish to create an existence in the Dreamscape. Rather, I wish to scatter myself throughout the Dreamscape. Although, surprisingly... my plan is proceeding smoother than I had anticipated.

太阳的时刻

Moment of Sol

早餐很不错，就像晚餐一样——也可能像午餐。

Breakfast was pretty good, just like dinner was... and perhaps even lunch.

我曾经也有一千七百五十本藏书，所以，作为纪念，我要把自己的「知识」剥离下来，彻底埋藏在这个时刻。

I used to have 1,750 books in my collection, too. Therefore, in memory of them, I shall strip myself of "knowledge" and thoroughly bury it in this Moment.

虽然一开始我的目的非常单纯，既然自己已经命不久矣，不妨通过这种方式，与盛大的梦境融为一体。但现在看来……如果入梦者的意志的确存在交集，我……是不是也有可能成为其他人的一部分，随着他们重返现实？

Although my motives were exceptionally pure when I began... since my life is coming to an end, perhaps I can use this method to merge as one with the majestic Dreamscape. Yet, now it seems that... if the Dreamer's consciousness does indeed intermingle with the Dreamscape, could I... could I perhaps become a part of other people and follow them back into reality?

是啊，或许这是我最后一次回忆起它的花语——我将隐藏。

Yes, perhaps this is the last time that I'll remember its floriography... I shall hide.

绿洲的时刻

Moment of Oasis

这里好多人啊，沙滩好漂亮，让我想起沙滩。

There are so many people here. This beach is so beautiful that it reminds me of the beach.

想吃甜甜的冰……嗯，「欲望」，是不是可以留在这里？

I wish to eat some sugary shaved ice... Hmm, perhaps I could leave my "desire" here?

热砂的时刻

Moment of Scorchsand

我为什么要做这种事？很累，很累……

Why did I decide to do this? I'm tired, so tired...

这里的风……也好大啊，像是小的时候见到的那种……

The wind here... is so strong, like the gales that I saw when I was a child...

我，很害怕。

I... I'm very scared.

「记忆」，你们留在这里吧，所有的，除了……

"Memory," you shall stay here. All of you, apart from...

蓝调的时刻

Blue Hour

那些灯很像你的眼睛，蓝蓝的……

Those lights are strikingly similar to your azure eyes...

我记得……我记得那是八月的某一天，你在整理自己的头发，侧着身子看我……

I remember... I remember that on a day in August, you were straightening your hair as you turned to the side and looked at me...

好吧，继续……「对你的爱」，也只能留在这里了。

Alright, continuing that thought... I have no choice but to leave "my love for you" here.

但我好舍不得。

Yet I cannot bear to do so.

我什么时候会离开？

When will I leave?

薄暮的时刻

Moment of Dusk

我给你买过什么礼物吗？

Have I bought you presents before?

我可以在这里买吗？死掉的人可以收到我的礼物吗？

Can I buy it here? Can a dead person still receive my gifts?

好吧，继续……「对你的爱」，也只能留在这里了。

Alright, continuing that thought... I have no choice but to leave "my love for you" here.

……咦？

...Huh?

星辰的时刻

Moment of Stars

我一个人坐在那里，他们好像都是结伴来的。

While I sit alone, the rest of the people here all seem to have come as couples.

过去我们也是一样吗？

Back then, were we like them as well?

好吧，继续……「对你的爱」，也只能留在这里了。

Alright, continuing that thought... I have no choice but to leave "my love for you" here.

可是……为什么……

But... why...

黄金的时刻

Golden Hour

我不要再继续下去了。

I do not wish to continue on.

我要把它们找回来，所有的……

I want to recover them, all of them...

我不要它们能永远存在了，我要自己记住，直到我真正死掉之前。

I no longer wish for them to exist till the end of time. Instead, I want to remember them myself, until I have truly died.